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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Regina Birthday: 11/29/1988 Gender: Female Interests: shopping!! haha... Occupation: student! Message: message me Member Since: 5/3/2007

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Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

it best describes my feeling right now. seriously.
i've never been so emo before. maybe, i don't know what's its like to be in a relationship.
i thought it was a simple thing. to care for your partner, to be there for your partner, loving your partner. i never thought of the things i've done could cause damages.

has anyone been so vexed before? Exams in a month's time, struggling with work and studies, lots of catching up to do for different modules, worried about laptop instalments, phone bills, transportation expenses, which totals up to close to 300 per month.
quarreling with your partner for something he or she has made you confess. juggling with relationship and at the same time having to work, finding time to accompany your one and only mum, always worrying not enough time being spent with her. having a job that is barely enough for her; having housing loans to pay off every month, left with that miserable amount of money to survive every month. yet, i can't do anything at all to ease her burden. why? why did i enrol myself to study in the first place? it's so bloody taxing. the only guy who's useless, having his own shit to clear up.

if only you were still around, life would have been so much easier.

it's just all a facade. i hate this!

i'll be stronger. i promise.

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Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Seriously, Reg has never felt so stressed up before!

Had an ICA today. Which is about microsoft access. to think that i learnt it in ITE before, but i screwed it can. School's using MS 2007, which is like COMPLETELY different from ITE la! so it doesn't help much also.
The paper's so much more difficult than what i expect as well. it was meant to be a group work. APPARENTLY, i was the only one doing all the shit. AND i've got no idea why my classmates have the perception of me being a pro in access. My partner was so happy to be paired with me. Sort of like free-riding or something. it's crap ok! u share the marks but work is done by one person. i knew nuts about most of the questions and it was a torture throughout the one and a half hour can. -sighs-

i use to be a free-rider. i think my retribution la! haa.

i dun wanna work part-time.i dun wanna work part-time.i dun wanna work part-time.

i think i have to start to "love" all my modules. tsk.

why can't i get exemptions? damn. @!$%#%#^@$@#!

i can do it! =)

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Sunday, May 24, 2009

YEAH! no school tomorrow, due to the fact that it's graduation day!
my mum took leave because i have got no school. nice ain't she? =)

reg had a hair cut. and it's seriously short that type. i love my new hairstyle!
*winks*
how can anyone not bear to cut their hair short? it's not like the hair stops growing after cutting. right?

at first,

tadah!

i so can't wait for that 2 weeks of holidays in June! can find a part-time job.
have been contemplating whether to go back to tcc. i know everything's gonna be damn different. -sighs-

hols please come come come!

till then, ciaos~

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Sunday, May 10, 2009

	another week's gone! met up with jem and fennie last evening. went for jack's place and cottage waffle place. the waffle's nice. AND IT'S SO OBVIOUS THAT REG PUT ON WEIGHT. hopefully i'll lose weight once i start on a part time job! haa. i wan braces! Fennie. jem jem. say my nail's nice pls. say the fedora's nice. look at my forehead! it's beginning to rot! i wan to hit the club!
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Sunday, May 03, 2009

i've got no idea why. but the swine flu thingy is really making me freak out. oh man. wherever you go, you have to take your temperature. i mean it's a good thing that we're taking precautions and stuffs.
imagine, if you're taking public transport, somebody coughs like mad, sneezes like mad. -shudders-

i'm paranoid can. haha. i HAVE TO take trains that are super sardine-packed. so pardon me pls. =)

School's from 8 to 6 tomorrow!! crazy can.
It seems like my school's able to anticipate some pandemic's about to occur. THERMOMETER was given in our orientation package can. an sms was sent to us stating that from tuesday onwards, temperature taking is necessary.
-reminiscing about my sec school life- we got to take note of our temperature during SARS period and note it down in a notebook.

anyway, in poly, i don't see the need to be happy anymore whenever there's a public holiday. Make-up lessons will be squeezed into our timetables.

reg loves school life. =) *at this moment thou* god knows what will happen in the near future. haa.

adios friends!

club club club. =D 14th may.

loves.

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